Tuesday, March 15, 2011
IF I COULD MEET HER AGAIN: If I Could Meet Her Again
IF I COULD MEET HER AGAIN: If I Could Meet Her Again: "I am writing about the true incidents or we can name it as wonderful moments of my life, but each wonderful thing has some incident connecte..."
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
If I Could Meet Her Again
I am writing about the true incidents or we can name it as wonderful moments of my life, but each wonderful thing has some incident connected which makes that moment Special and wonderful or memorable,
I am sure each of you may have similar experience to share after reading this one,
I was a student of class 11th when I decided to join this well know institute in my locality which was popular for courses like hardware networking,
Those days for a person like me, computer was like Ipaq for many nowadays, I mean many of them don’t even know what it is or even if they know they don’t know much about it, so I Didn’t had that much knowledge about computers,
This doesn’t mean that I am talking about a decade back it was just in 2004,when I Got summer holidays and because I don’t have to get bored or shouldn’t roam along with my other friends my parents decided to enroll me to this institute,
So one day there was a new admission to the institute and she was very cute and beautiful, I was sitting in class alone doing some graphics from whatever basics I have learnt, while she came and sat beside me,
I pretended like I was not interested in her, just like some people think that if you don’t look at the girl she will think of you and it will impress her, maybe she would get curious about you to know why you are not looking at such beautiful girl. I don’t know What Kind of psychological Thought They have, but at that time I Thought that If I ignore her It will make me look not interested in her, and if the girl who had attracted every one and she looks at the guy who never even glanced at her, it is certain that she will think about him ,
So with that thought I was expecting her to approach me and to my surprise she did, as there was no one in that room, she couldn’t sit idle and get bored, instead she started the Talk First
Girl-Excuse me...may I know when the class starts!
(I am acting like I am busy doing my graphics, but by not looking at her I said it is expected to start at 2Pm)
Girl-“This is nice presentation” by looking at my screen “
I knew that I was just learning and my presentation was not so good to be appreciated, but I got the signal from her to go further with the talks (I stopped myself and kept quiet and then after no response from her I couldn’t continue and asked (what’s your name)
She replied (Vaishalini) real name is not mentioned for the Privacy of the Girl,
I said its nice name, what’s yours she asked I gave my name …!
And then we kept talking to each other, It became a habit for us to sit side by side in the institute and see each other, help each other, share lunch and snacks with each other ! We never went on date as I never asked her for Any, But the way she use to approach me It was sure that she loved me and I could not tell her how much I loved her.
I could only try to express indirectly and then would route the topic to different Talk, which she understood but remained silent. She always requested the coach to schedule the time which correlated with my timings, and her request were approved without any concerns, and from my side I use to make sure that I am not missing any of the class, we kept meeting each other in the institute and the day when she never turn up, that day use to be like a terrible one for me and I use to roam around the institute assuming that she would come in at different timing,
One day when my final examination were going on in late march, I got to know from her that she is moving out of state to their new house as her father got transferred, and we haven’t even proposed each other till date, we just kept on indicating indirectly that we liked each other,
So she said that she won’t be coming to institute as she has to leave in 5 days, and asked me to meet on the last day for some discussions, the news was painful for me, but it came with some satisfaction that she is calling to say I love you ,
But I got to know on the 2nd day that she came to institute for me, but I was not there as my timings already changed, so she informed one of my friend that she is leaving the next day as the schedule is changed due to some emergency, and she asked me to meet her on the same day in evening
But unfortunately I had to attend my examination that day and also had to decide whether to leave examination or leave her, it became very difficult for me to choose between girl and education because both were important for me ,I listened to my mind instead of heart and attended the examination half heartedly and always thinking about her while writing the paper, I couldn’t focus and scored less in the examination,
So I learnt for the experience that we should choose the one on which you have your complete concentration and focus and most importantly your mind and heart should constantly agree and follow what you’re doing, if any one of these would go opposite you will get nothing at least not up to the expectation, so in my case I lost my love and didn’t scored good in examination because my heart overtook my mind and It was occupied by her thoughts and got blocked,
I visit the place where she use to stay every day thinking that I may meet her or at least have glimpse o her ,as I never conveyed my feelings and even she would think that I betrayed as she was unaware of the fact that it was hard day for me to decide, but I feel good and all those memories comes back when I visit the park near by her house were we use to meet ,
And of course I always think that I could meet my love again and dream of leaving happy life with her …..
I am sure each of you may have similar experience to share after reading this one,
I was a student of class 11th when I decided to join this well know institute in my locality which was popular for courses like hardware networking,
Those days for a person like me, computer was like Ipaq for many nowadays, I mean many of them don’t even know what it is or even if they know they don’t know much about it, so I Didn’t had that much knowledge about computers,
This doesn’t mean that I am talking about a decade back it was just in 2004,when I Got summer holidays and because I don’t have to get bored or shouldn’t roam along with my other friends my parents decided to enroll me to this institute,
So one day there was a new admission to the institute and she was very cute and beautiful, I was sitting in class alone doing some graphics from whatever basics I have learnt, while she came and sat beside me,
I pretended like I was not interested in her, just like some people think that if you don’t look at the girl she will think of you and it will impress her, maybe she would get curious about you to know why you are not looking at such beautiful girl. I don’t know What Kind of psychological Thought They have, but at that time I Thought that If I ignore her It will make me look not interested in her, and if the girl who had attracted every one and she looks at the guy who never even glanced at her, it is certain that she will think about him ,
So with that thought I was expecting her to approach me and to my surprise she did, as there was no one in that room, she couldn’t sit idle and get bored, instead she started the Talk First
Girl-Excuse me...may I know when the class starts!
(I am acting like I am busy doing my graphics, but by not looking at her I said it is expected to start at 2Pm)
Girl-“This is nice presentation” by looking at my screen “
I knew that I was just learning and my presentation was not so good to be appreciated, but I got the signal from her to go further with the talks (I stopped myself and kept quiet and then after no response from her I couldn’t continue and asked (what’s your name)
She replied (Vaishalini) real name is not mentioned for the Privacy of the Girl,
I said its nice name, what’s yours she asked I gave my name …!
And then we kept talking to each other, It became a habit for us to sit side by side in the institute and see each other, help each other, share lunch and snacks with each other ! We never went on date as I never asked her for Any, But the way she use to approach me It was sure that she loved me and I could not tell her how much I loved her.
I could only try to express indirectly and then would route the topic to different Talk, which she understood but remained silent. She always requested the coach to schedule the time which correlated with my timings, and her request were approved without any concerns, and from my side I use to make sure that I am not missing any of the class, we kept meeting each other in the institute and the day when she never turn up, that day use to be like a terrible one for me and I use to roam around the institute assuming that she would come in at different timing,
One day when my final examination were going on in late march, I got to know from her that she is moving out of state to their new house as her father got transferred, and we haven’t even proposed each other till date, we just kept on indicating indirectly that we liked each other,
So she said that she won’t be coming to institute as she has to leave in 5 days, and asked me to meet on the last day for some discussions, the news was painful for me, but it came with some satisfaction that she is calling to say I love you ,
But I got to know on the 2nd day that she came to institute for me, but I was not there as my timings already changed, so she informed one of my friend that she is leaving the next day as the schedule is changed due to some emergency, and she asked me to meet her on the same day in evening
But unfortunately I had to attend my examination that day and also had to decide whether to leave examination or leave her, it became very difficult for me to choose between girl and education because both were important for me ,I listened to my mind instead of heart and attended the examination half heartedly and always thinking about her while writing the paper, I couldn’t focus and scored less in the examination,
So I learnt for the experience that we should choose the one on which you have your complete concentration and focus and most importantly your mind and heart should constantly agree and follow what you’re doing, if any one of these would go opposite you will get nothing at least not up to the expectation, so in my case I lost my love and didn’t scored good in examination because my heart overtook my mind and It was occupied by her thoughts and got blocked,
I visit the place where she use to stay every day thinking that I may meet her or at least have glimpse o her ,as I never conveyed my feelings and even she would think that I betrayed as she was unaware of the fact that it was hard day for me to decide, but I feel good and all those memories comes back when I visit the park near by her house were we use to meet ,
And of course I always think that I could meet my love again and dream of leaving happy life with her …..
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